I always

thought back to that night
and wished I would have hopped up on your bed

wished I wasn’t so awkward
this is new
the sky is that deep navy color that I love
I feel small
in this little room
that feels like the one I have at home.

This week only has 7 days
they are all spread out in different ways
the music changes and keeps track of the weeks
the memories
that are defined by sound

and I can’t even write about this
it sounds contrived
in that world when I can be anything

I am me

in a different situation
back here in Boston
Boston
Boston
with the navy sky
and the big river
where I feel so small